Dilemma.

Have you ever created something that takes your breath away only by looking at it when you were entirely happy? Have you ever started to write or draw or start building a fuckin` skyscraper when you are smiling and surrounded by people you love? Have you ever said to yourself : " Man, I`m so freaking happy , I`m gonna do something memorable for the whole world !" ? I seriously doubt it. From the experience I`ve gotten throughout my life so far I can certainly claim that art and especially masterpieces come to you when you feel down. When you`re angry at the world you need to express that.. And what better way than creating something outstanding and saying : Fuck you all, I can do great things without anyone`s help!  ... Satisfying .. Yes? But also sad. Because when you reach the point of showing people that you are worth it through your art .. that means you have fallen away from their horizon. You have been sent to another dimension , where you exist as the ultimate creator of your day .. and night. Of your own separate world. The only downside? You are alone. You may feel on top of the world ... but there can be place only for one at this exact location. Otherwise, it should get too crowded. And we don`t want the world to come crashing at everyone`s heads , do we? The essential is to understand whether you are ready to throw away everything and become the one and only climber of mount  " Masterpiece " or you prefer to stay at the bottom , watching someone crawling to the top, while you cuddle in the arms of all those who chose to stay by your side. Or were they just as afraid as you were .. to try climbing to the top? Remember... mostly nothing is what it seems, when yo have your pink glasses on ... and in the end... how could you see the full, bright picture than from the top of the world? Your own world!